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Name: Joselyn
Birthday: 8/15/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: anime, manga, movies, reading, books and more books,writing stories, reading books, Music (Chevelle, Muse, The Bravery, Celldweller, Placebo, Breaking Benjamin, Fade, The Mars Volta, Delerium, DJ Tiesto, Armin Van Buuren, Submersed, The Killers, Von Blondies, Jimmy Eat World, The Used, Ayumi Hamasaki, Maaya Sakamoto, Alessandro Safina *his voice...-dies- so hot*, and a LOT more) <-- mostly music that most people never heard of *goes to worship Alessandro* XD its fun lisntening to that music, drawing, stuffed animals, candy, tv, watching the rain fall, watching anime, reading and writing manga, a lot of weird stuff, looking at pictures, Playing video games is good too, so is playing with my little cousin that's only 8! *HE GREW T_T* ^^, hes so cute, Art History, walking in big places, drawing people I know into cartoons, Running away from scary things or just because I feel like it ^^, Looking at flowers, talking, sleeping and reading...
Expertise: Poems and writing stuff, and drawing stuff, reading and writing, playing some badmitton, trying to get a job x_x, Saving the trees because someone has to speak up for them, water is good ^_^, sing, dance in my room, and other crazy stuff like that ^^
**Note** None of these wallpapers are by me, I just think they are really pretty and put them up ^-^
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: broken_dreamz_inthe_dust
Member Since:
3/1/2004
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| quick update, but first....... HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 ...........o_o --> 11? er, rightos Anyways, yeah, new year, that means...dundunDUN one step closer to.....COLLEGE -insert scream here- ;_; As you can all see, this means I shall be very busy, and stressed and the likes...;_; tnt? | | |
| holy mother of all mothers. It be November. It be almost Christmas. I be excited. But not so much. Since college applications are taking much longer than I anticipated. So far my essay is......ok. I still need to do a lot of revising, and HAHAHA by the 15th! I love life. No, I reaaally do. And theres always Jay Chou motivating me aaall the way XD; (haha, I wish). Loving this new song by Nicholas Teo, I think it shall be my new layout......thing.....o_o. rightos, anyway, under much stress. But generally happy <3. Must fly~ | | |
| Geezus. I haven't updated in a while XD;;. Well, for one I'm so cold right now my legs feel like they really are going to explode or fall off, or one or both... Its really so flippin' cold >_< but whatever. Anyway, lots of stuff has been going on. Not feeling social again oh noes, no really, I'm not...I'm trying but its like trying to climb up a wall. Hahaha, I was washing the dishes and listening to my MP3 player so like, I was dancing away scrubing the pots and my mom stared at me then walked away, I was like "uh oh"... yeah, then I went to my uncle's house where I had the pleasure of seeing yet another bondock part of Connecticut.......the only highlight of the place was a plaza that had a huge Family Dollar. I wanted to cry. For someone told me they had a mall there, and,seeing as I am becoming more and more materalistic...I wanted to go see ittt and shop for more shirts since I need them like car needs gas D: (ok, maybe not that much) but I need them. Then, because the damn house held no water whatsoever, we had to go and drive to the ever faithfull Msdonaldsss (ew) and I got a ice cream cone =X even though I saw them pour all that yummy chemically enhanced mix into the ice cream marker. I SO am going to die early....But yeah, yeaaahh, afterwards, I was so bored I stayed in the car and fell asleep :< boring day really. Anyway, tomorrow is the walk to cure diabietes and I am wondering what gleeful time in the morning I have to get up to particpate in this here walk. In a odd mood at the moment, feeling like just walking out of the house and walking to nowhere. Or just to ahng out with someone, I guess its Sneaker Pimps influence? (dont blame it on them...) anyways, yeah, I want to walk somewhere with someone but, unfortuantly, no one lives near me. So, I walk by myself (so ever emo). Ever loving the IB program, the very core of all my stress, but hey, I wont complain. Blah, all I can do for this entry... 
Pretty much my mood right now.... | | |
| Buttercream... My question, is there such a thing? Well, I think so. But anyway, another day has past, a rather good one mind you. Woke up at a decent hour and we went to the beach jus for the hell of it, and because we were all so sick of being in the house. And let me tell you the beach was great, not that many people so it was wonderful, found out that its the place were I want to get married because the place was just.......wow. I'll post up some pictures of it because I found it to be breathtaking. But anyway, my adveters have been redered obsolte by others, so yeah. Going to the movies soon to go see FEARLESS when it comes out, I hear it was really food so I cant wait. Going to set up plans to go see movies with my friends ^^ since its like been forever since I saw them. Maybe going to go the decent since it looks really good, and with much blood with is always a plus. Not sure of what books to read, reading the Cruious Incent of the blackdog, or some book with a title along those lines. Reading it to further understand my cousin, who has autisium, or however you spell that. He's really cute, but, like all autist-kids (at least I think) do, he doesnt like to meet new people in culters. It took him so long to get along with the idea of my sister and I as his cousins, but now he looks at us when we speak to him and he laughs and is starting to listen to us. So, I suppose that its all good. I'm really proud of him, but he should really go to a school for kids like him, since he finds it hard to cope and suck. 
...something that has been on my mind for a while. Yes, bananas, the food but another good thing would be... SALMON...I jus had some today and let me tell you...SO GOOD. If I were to die and I did have a next life, I want to be a bear and eat salmon all day >< horrible yes, but blah. and now I part~ But before I do........my new found song love: "Scared Of Girls"
An introverted kinda soul,
The earth did open,
swallow whole,
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
Her next of kin who lived in sin,
was asking god to let her in,
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
I'm a man, a liar,
Guaranteed in your bed,
I gotta place it on the rack,
got a place inside it,
got a place inside it,
got a place inside it,
An extroverted kinda girl,
did tour the world with MC5,
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
Her younger sister, had a blister
where I kissed her on her thigh
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
Careenin',
I'm a man a liar
Guaranteed in your bed,
I gotta place it on the rack,
got a place inside it,
I'm a man a liar
Guaranteed in your bed,
I gotta place it on the rack,
got a place inside it,
got a place inside it,
got a place inside it,
I'm a man a liar
Get into your bed,
I gotta place it on the rack,
got a place inside it,
I'm a man a liar
Guaranteed in your bed,
I gotta place it on the rack,
I got a place inside it,
I'm a man a liar
Guaranteed in your bed,
I gotta place it on the rack,
got a place inside it,
got a place inside it,
got a place inside it, | | |
| Two Words:
Oh Fuck.
Yeah, this is what happens when you wait till the last moment to do everything. As I type I find that I have been more and more influnced by Mr. Jhonen Vasquez, damn man and his creations. My friend just so happen to send me all this shit he wrote and I'm like "NOO!! DEAR GOD NO" and then I go and read it anyway. I'm impulsive like that, I just hooked and I cant stop till I'm all done with it. (Like I read a book, I'll read it till I'm done.....wow I guess drugs shall be my downfall huh. Better not start ~_~). Its 2:49am right now....hmmm, almost done with this homework assigment yet I hesitate to finish it....what the hell is wrong with me. I think I want to rant right about now so I shall end my entry here, I'll add the rant over there *points down* so read it if you like, but....o_O why would you want to read it. I'm sleep deprived right now and listening to blarring music in the hopes that it will make me work faster and harder (....wow that just made me think of something....gggaaaaahhhhhh). Anyway, irs cold right now and I'm loving it my arms have goosebumps and it already feels like winter, very good news to me, just wish that the school bit was out. School adds so much stress, I even felt suicidal once than pulled myself out of it and promptly slapped and yelled at myself, thinking, what the fuck am I thinking about. But yeah, emo-ness should just......bbllaahhh...llamas are fun, I saw about 100 in my lifetime. I have yet to see an emu but I cant wait till I see one. Really want to go out and dance with my bad self but alas, nightclubs here dont like petty, emotional minors so yeah, I want to be 21 right about now #_#.
HAHAHA, you didn't see that........oh no you didnt O_O! I got that from this site (http://chancrescolex.livejournal.com/) and like I said that guys words are starting to semi-rule my life. I fear that I'm becoming a creepy fan, someone shoot me...meh, I think its time to go back to my homework then flop down in my bed and stare at the wall, get freaked out that its dark and stay that way for a couple of hours. (Don't laugh, the dark is scary, god knows what dwells in those shadows when we cant see them).
Ah, so I guess this would be for the rest of my rant...damn I already kinda did it. Victoria's Secret body cream smells really good. Love Spell, the bottle is sitting next to me and beckoning me to use it. Man, that place has good stuff but its far too expensive for my poor self.
just for fun, some of what my friend sent me:
3:29 A.M DAAAAAAAAAAMN!!!! This computer makes me all frowny with pure nugat filled hatred!!!
You see, I typed up a long, amazing, TRULY AMAZING entry for this day, or rather the preceding day, as it is now in the A.M, and the day I was writing about was Saturday, the day of the Starclipper signing.
BUT I LOST THE FILE!!!!! I'm using this Toshiba beast, and I miss my Mac like a small child misses his nose after you play '" Gotch'er nose!!" and then really rip the nose off of the little guy.
Trust me, it was an entry lyou would have loved. it had it all- ACTION, INTRIGUE, ROMANCE, FANTASTIC ITALIAN FOOD, REFERENCES TO MONKEYS, AND ORANGE GATORADE!!!!
" I MUST HEAR ALL ABOUT IT" you are saying, yes?
Well, my anger overrides my desire to enlighten, so I will simply give you the shitty, Reader's Digest, condensed version.
The signing went okay, and was actually the most laid back thing i've done in some time. I actually got to speak to people, as I wasn't mobbed or anything near that.It was interesting to be so one on one with them, as opposed to the rush of faces and piercings I'm used to. It was nice.
Cheryl, the nice manager, took us out to eat, and I got stuffed. I eat more than half my bodyweight when I just eat a Tic-Tac, so I REALLY got stuffed.
The poison really kicked in today, when Rob began vomiting during dinner. Every one tried being polite by not watching or paying attention as hei insides came out, but it was difficult. Eventually they lost and joined in as I laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed and laugghed and laughed and laughed and laughed.
But I guess it wasn't that funny.
I leave for Virginia, later today. I wonder if I should be afraid. They've got me put up in a place called the WolfTrap Motel, and I am full of sweaty dread that it will live up to its name. I find tht cockroaches make unsavory conversationalists.
P.S: it's amusing how many misconceptions and preconceptions there are about who and what I am. It's funny hearing about what people expect before they show up to these signings. I am certainly not the tall, pale,spooky morpheus some of these people come to see, and I'm not the psychotic moron others would anticipate.
They seem so surprised when they see that I am, in fact, a 400 pound, 4 foot tall, halfway transsexual cowboy with10 fingers on each foot.
sigh...
JHONEN
Rob: We're in St. Louis now. Pretty city, but everyone seems to think that there's nothing to do here. It's been five long days of driving. We lost Grey somewhere along the line. Took a turn somewhere and he wasn't behind us anywhere.
I don't feel so good. Every meal that I eat is mysteriously making me feel worse and worse. I don't think travelling agrees with my insides. It makes for some pretty colored vomit, though. I'm saving it all in a bag.
Jhonen and I were dying to see "The Fifth Element" all through the trip and finally got to see it yesterday. As hard as I tried to like it, I just can't. Nobody in our little group liked it. I think it was bad.
I got my first fan e-mails the other day. One guy said "You have your first fan, chicken-fucker!" I don't know if that's the sort of thing I'm looking for, but it's a start. Keep it up, guys!
Dave: I am David James. I am the guy in the back of issue #4. On the walkie-talkies they call me "Skid Mark". This makes me feel important. Important because I have a code name. We are in St. Louis now. There is an arch. My mind... it's hard to explain... I have these lapses... the worms... Other people have code names too:
Grey was "Proffessor Head"... then his mind began to rot. And leak. He had to go home. They may be able to refill his head with the water though. Jhonen's code name is "Experimental Monkey". His code name is derived from the actual experimental monkey we keep in a Zip-Loc (TM) bag. We are trying to force it to live without breathing oxygen. It's eyes are still open. Rob is "Pinky, The Bearded Lady". This has something to do with the fact that his hair is pink, and that he might be a lady.
We use the walkie talkies less now that we are all driving in one car. We went to White Sands, New Mexico. This is where the microscopic worms gained entry to my stomach via my feet. The worms eat much of the food I swallow before I have a chance to digest it. They allow me to take in huge amounts of food and other materials, while sustaining a normal human weight. The worms are currently working out a sort of contract with my mind and body that allows them full use of it by June 1st, 1997. I am a little worried, but I know the worms will take good care of my body.
In Texas we saw some frogs. They were so small, so cute. They were migrating across the road. We had to drive over them in order to keep driving. I felt bad for the dying froggies. Then we saw a whole lot of lightning. I know that the lightning was bringing the little froggies back to life which made me happy, but this is hard to explain to the other people. We drove from Amarillo, TX to St. Louis, MO in one day.
Now we are here.
-David "Skid Mark" James.
*me* man I love that guy...
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